Tuesday, 23 June 2009
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Lately.....
I've been thinking about my life.
Epic fail in so many ways.
But I'm not sad about it. I don't know, maybe I'm starting to accept that this is it for me. My dreams of grandeur and success are just that....dreams.
Sunshine's wedding is in less than a month. I hope I don't embarrass her too much, being the fat bridesmaid.
I'm excited to see my family. I miss them alot.
No sleep leads to chronic headaches and binges which leads to horrible mood. This has been my life for the past two weeks. Insomia sucks.
If I have to be fat, I wish I was at least evenly proportioned like Whitney. Smokin hot!
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Comments (9)
She is so pretty. I've been trying to accept how things are right now, instead of being angry about what's happened in the past or depressed about it, or feeling sorry for myself. I feel like I have to start accepting stuff so I can move on, except trying and doing are two different things, it's hard but I want to move on to a better place in my life.
i need to be proportioned as well!
xo
how much you want to bet she sucks it in?
at some dumb flip flop store!
dont be sad! and try for yourself! you can do it! even if its baby steps at first.
she is beautiful... who is she?? looking @ ads like that kinda makes me feel a lil better bout my body during my transition to a smaller size. makes me realize that being bigger can still be beautiful. thank you! xo
I posted something you might be able to relate/help me with...I'm really confused right now and would appreciate just a glance...Thanks.
@bloodstains_pain_and_acid_rain - *laughs* Maybe.
@shopaholikk88 - You're welcome.
She's Whitney Thompson, winner of cycle 10 of America's Next Top Model.
@DreamFaerye - I like her, she's not size 0-2 like the other girls in top model, but she doesn't need to be. I also like that you aren't looking to become one of those bone rail thin girls - I've seen too much of that on here! I wish you the best, it just takes eating well and exercising =)